i don't know if i should be excited because i'm not. i don't know if i should be sad because i'm not. why is this happening? in less than 24 hours, i will be at the airport fetching you from the airport. i don't know if this is the right time for you to come. why? i can't say stop don't come because you're already on the plane. somewhere in this world, you're flying. one month ago, i needed you here. did things change? maybe i didn't need to know the truth. sigh. nevermind. see you soon i guess.

i promised myself i would blog. so here i am. how can one make their monday awesome? seriously, monday sucks balls. on sunday i thought omg i cannot wait for monday because all i did on sunday was lie in bed watching tv shows and video calling the zombies. neither did i do any revision of any sort. so this morning i was woken up on time. 6am on the dot my grandmother woke me up but as usual, i would delay for about 20 minutes before i get up to shower. clara didn't call like how she is supposed to. i said i would call her if she didnt, but i didnt. my god. why the fuck didn't i call her?! so she woke up late which led us to taking cab to school. fucking hell, it costs us 30 bucks early in the morning. there went my mood for monday.

the only reason we took a cab because we had practical and knowing the lecturer, she would kick us out if we're fucking late. as i had expected, she shot all the zombies one by one consecutively without fail! what the fuck. evoxy got shot first because of his fringe. then clara got shot because she was sitting down while filtering the aspirin. then i got shot because i swore fuck loudly when she suddenly walked pass. then arron got shot because yang ee was busy talking to him. that's like 2 of us in one shot man. then syamsi got shot because he didn't look after his experiment but instead was caught talking to clara. ky complained. fuck! have i mentioned all 7? yes, she fucking shot all seven of us and gave the class a 5 minute lecture. kay lets move on.

it was depressing enough to see her face for 3 hours in the lab but we had to see her for another 2 hours in lecture. i was keeping quiet the whole time until she asked me a question which i had no idea what in the fucking universe she was asking about. clara and ky was whispering the answers to me and i still had no idea. so i just went ahead and be honest and said i don't know. she made me sit in front. not only for today's lesson but for the whole semester! that's like till february man. poor clara. sorry k haha. you're still awesome as ever!

at least the trip to somerset cheered me up. we walked from somerset to ps because i wanted to stop by made with love. i didn't get anything because i still have no idea of what to do for the upcoming birthday boy. heh. it's like a month more and i don't know what to do. then we took bus home. i love bus rides. i can sleep for a very very long time. and the end.

did i just tell you how badly my monday went?

i love the cover i did for use somebody and i cannot wait to do misguided ghosts.
k love you guys. fucking awesome shit.